If you have to talk to a lot of people about the same problem, you probably don't want help. You want attention.
Other people build castles in the air ... but the alcoholic actually moves in!
Alcohol gave me wings then slowly took away my sky.
AA won't necessarily save you from hell nor take you to heaven but it will keep you sober long enough to decide which way you want to go.
I hit my rock bottom when I realised that my life was falling apart faster than I could lower my standards.